He has finally been moved out of the ICU back into "general population" of the HSC hospital prison system.
He is awake and ready to roll.
He is not in a good mood. He needs someone to "break him out." Today he was ready to get out of bed and give him a ride home. He is not a good patient.
But he doesn't realize where he has been and what he has been through. AGAIN. We will have to go through that entire process. But he is coming out off the haze ... and is very depressed. He wanted me to drive him home from the hospital today....and when I said I couldn't he was very mad at me. It broke my heart when he wouldn't kiss me goodbye....but when I told him I loved him as I was leaving....he told me he loved me too. He sounded so resigned...et to brutus.....you failed me too.
So....if you folks have nothing to do ....go on and try to get his spirits up...I certainly can't. But I won't stop trying. Nor will our family.
Joan
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